Summer Time

Although summer break is merely a week, I would really use this time to relax and do some personal projects. I love that I can read without worrying about my pace. This is what reading is all about -- read for pleasure. I also like to listen to Chinese radio station at the same time. It reminds me of my childhood in Hong Kong. I would stay in my room for a long time just read and listen to the radio. The peace I had was indescribable.

This past week was bittersweet for me. I was happy to see other people graduate but at the same time, it hurts to see that I am not graduating yet. I know God has a plan for me, but I am not sure if I am on the right path. Anyway, I will study hard this summer session. I will graduate! This is my goal! This is my NUMBER ONE goal for now.

My body image problem is getting worse. I cannot look at myself without passing the judgment. I wish I could see it as "just my body" instead of "fat". I will do something about it. I am not gonna lie, I know I am lazy. I should work harder to maintain my shape and I should pay closer attention to my diet. Afterall, if I do that, my diabetes will get better.

I can't wait for Friday to come. I am going to Monterey Bay with Henry and Calvin. It's gonna be fun and relaxing. Oh oh I wanna see so many aquatic animals!!!! :D YAY!!